ANOTATION

Forming a relationship between the viewer and gesturing a mark. It is a necessary process and reflection in my practice; it is one of trial and error. There is always a moment of the unknown where it slips through design possibilities, where artistic sensibilities take over the idea of representation. For me making a quantity of work, whether it is an immediate recording of my own throughs drawing, is quick and shorthand of such then more permeant through painting choosing an object to stand out from the background. Painting comes from a pursuit of frustration at times. There is always a constant struggle, be it the environment constraints we are in or intimate surroundings finding the balance between the academic and pushing myself with and against while being true to what I want to represent in some ways it can go against the academic system. The world is full of so many complications. I am endeavoring to be clear and concise. The challenge is to represent these ideas as purely as possible for my reflection process. I always drawback on my heritage and family upbringing, and throughout my work, you can capture a sense of romanticism.

MY NONNA

 

It's the weekend, and I've been sent to my Nonno and Nonna's house in town. Their home is a distinctive white brick two-story with concrete lions on the front gate and a water fountain adorned with mythical figures and cherubic angels. The veranda is tiled in blue and white geometric and floral patterns.

Inside, I'm greeted by a brown, black, and gold paisley carpet that sets the scene amidst a plethora of religious and Italian iconography. The living room, adorned with wallpaper of repetitive designs, features chandeliers with faux crystals. It's here that I'd spend hours, captivated by the surroundings, often trying to sketch every detail.

I vividly recall one night catching "The Exorcist" on TV and being thoroughly spooked.  I would occasionally sneak a chair to grab one the " crystals" off the chandeliers to draw when my Nonni were out.

Then, there was the sewing room—a treasure trove of markers, needles, threads, fabrics, and the giant black scissors. The old manual Singer sewing machine not only served as a place for sewing but also housed treats in one drawer and loose change in another.

Growing up and spending countless hours at my Nonni's house allowed me to explore and express myself. While my Nonno spoke a bit of English, my Nonna didn't speak a word, often requiring me to translate phone conversations. I fondly remember my Nonna teaching me how to draw flowers, a skill that would shape my artistic journey.

As I grew more aware, I began to see Picasso, Matisse, and Warhol's works and couldn't help but think, "Hey, they copied my Nonna!" She had immigrated from Italy shortly after the war, finding work as a dressmaker in Melbourne while my Nonno had settled in Mildura earlier. They spent much of their lives working the land, imparting sincerity and honesty into everything they did.

Looking back, I now appreciate my Nonna's artwork without needing to translate or understand the technicalities; it speaks to me in my own artistic language. Her pieces have become teaching aids in my own practice, offering me comfort in my mistakes and teaching me to embrace and be proud of them—there's no need to conceal imperfections.

GIANNI VESARCE

 

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I remember in 1997 getting ready to go to school, the morning tv in the back round, Versace is dead. My father mentions he his Calabrese like us. A man from humble origins. Gianni hails from the Province of Reggio Calabria. The same part of Italy were my family are from. The area is rich in history particularly of the classical greek era. His mother being the greatest influence on his life. She was a dressmaker. He did not excel academically and spend the the best parts of his childhood in his mothers atelier . I admire his use of colour there all mixed together. bordeaux with yellow colours that you wouldn’t normally see together but he works it with his form being the clothes and makes it his own. In a sense I use it with my imagery. 

LACK OF FAILER = LACK OF TALENT

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YryiZX2bhmE

The words of Eugene Hutz is a constant reminder when faced with the struggles with what I am creating, be it with my own studio practice or within the academic space working against something being true being fearless of the chance of failure. " The lower you are going to fall. The higher your going to fly."

MIKE PARR

 Mike Parr says of his work in his exhibition Volte Face “100 self portraits seem to say that there is no self-portrait, there is just a sort of process” I find this an essential realization within my own practice. For me the discovery of theory is through the act of making a mark, and the reflection it then presents. This is the process I am taking to represent myself through my series of ‘portraits.’ 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ddIreXQMlw&list=PL5uUen04IQNm5bUDiUDb15uYEa5WDNYtt&index=232

Charline von Heyl is a German abstract painter who works with various mediums, collage, drawing, printmaking. I often talk about if the viewer captures what I am thinking from immediately looking at my painting, then I am doing my job as a painter. The space between me and the painting has been activated. Charlene captures this. "What I want to do in a painting is establish this relationship of now, you know that you are actually in the moment in front of a painting and something happens, what I want to happen is that space between the painting and the viewer gets activated, and it activates a viewer to form a relationship. So the painting almost homeless in front of itself, between the viewer and canvas". I like that Charline has the idea of paintings being born out of a design, but to break it from design, you need to or come to a point where you build it work it break it and from the frictions arriving at a point where the painting is done. Then out of know where you come to a point where you stand back, take a look at the work, "and think how the fuck did I come to this". Gosh, this painting is good. 

ANONTATION

I want to convey the importance of  personal connections in my painting . Throughout my painting practice I have been concerned with representing a sincerity within my work in rendering these through painting. They're a symbol, a signifier of an identity, a mark, a sign, or word that indicates or is understood as representing an idea, object, or relationship. Symbols allow people to go beyond what is known or seen by creating links between otherwise opposed and unrelated concepts and experiences. The painters i chose show remarkable consistency through out their art practice and in many ways their work is a reflection of their immediate lives. Morandi says about his work; As he himself put it, ‘I’m a painter of the kind of... composition that communicates a sense of tranquility and privacy, moods which I have always valued above all."  I admire the humility of his values and how he they are reflected in his work. I Also chose two personal segments to post. My Mother being interviewed about her approach to cooking and growing food, and the film Pinocchio. My Mother placing the importance of a genuine personal connection to what you create and Pinocchio a symbol of true nature, material self and real self. He then transform into real boy after going through many trails. He is in some sense my alter ego. 

For me the discovery of theory is through the act of painting. Painting is the material I use to discover and explore the ideas. My work is a visual language of collected attitudes and ideologies. My challenge as a painter is finding and establishing my position within these ideas. I feel that the ‘art world’ is full of so much academic gibberish language and concept, through my practice I am trying to rid of that. I can go down a rabbit hole deep into the darkness and bring up enough so as to keep it simple and tangible for mostly me more so than the viewer.